Acknowledgements..

Can’t help but feel it is appropriate to drop some names in at this point as a way of saying thanks to those who have gone out of their ways to ease my suffering during my months in the wilderness:

To the Doctor:

My brother. My friend. My love. Sanity has never been the basis of our friendship. A friendship that bears the scars of my twisted insanity. You have always been there on my darkest days with advice that I often choose not to listen to despite the fact that you are always right. You have such patience despite my constant talking that you have only scolded me for twice. Our friendship is something that I will always treasure…

To Rita:

Your insanity keeps me strong. With more issues than a shit has flies your strength and compassion are of such inspiration. You are my sister. My friend. My love. A knock on your door always brings chaos and coffee in a twisted blend that helps take my problems away. Your strength teaches me not to worry about the little things, instead worrying only for the things that bring me happiness.

To You:

Wow! You are my friend. My love. My father. My mother. My lover. My life. Until you found me I was lost. I had no purpose. I had no happiness. I was sick, in so many ways. Knowing you, REALLY knowing you, has changed me so much in such a short space of time. Despite all of the things I have done wrong (so sorry again, I did not understand) you have never abandoned me. I can only offer all that I am as compensation for such love, even then knowing that this is not enough, but I will be better in Your name.

To my Internetazzi:

Thank you all. Via Facebook, Twitter, Chat Rooms and Blogs you have been my cell mates during my incarceration. You will never know how much so many of you mean to me, and with the “Barticus World Tour” coming up I hope to put people to profiles in a magic, internet jigsaw puzzle.

Love you all.. xxxx

Barticus